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Name: Suzanne
Birthday: 11/20/1986
Gender: Female


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Member Since: 1/14/2004

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Saturday, April 23, 2005

It has been so long since when i updated my blog. Well there's barely any one visits my blog so i don't bother updating too. Created a new blog in friendster. It's http://angelsuzanne.blogs.friendster.com/bubblessss/

 


Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Life is getting more and more complicated day by day. Wish I'm still that lil girl who don't understand what's those adults talking about ... so that I won't listen and fill myself up with alot of problems like now. Well yea... I'm quiet unhappy that I'm born in a "not so rich" family ... but what can I do ? Nothing just live with it .. well this is what God given to me right ... I can't blame anyone for that.

I have a wish ... a wish ... to further my studies in Australia in the year 3 of my degree but unfortunately I can't cos my family can't afford. Schorlarship ... Hmm thought of getting it .. but I'm not that smart at all . My results are just "so..so" results how am I supposed to get a scholarship with that kind of results ? I really want to push myself very very hard on my studies but the problem is I got too much assignment to do and I'm really very tired everyday .... Even weekend I need to go back to my mom's house ... well I can't concerntrate there ... bcos I do not have a proper study environment there.

Lots of work to do lately ... degree is really very though ... not as easy as my foundation anymore. Waking up at 8o'clock every morning is very hard for me. There's only about 5-6 hours of sleep per day ...

Well not only about studies .. find life quite difficult nowadays .... everything ... everything in my life ... it seems that I can't fulfill things for the others ... or I'm just not happy with myself ...


Monday, March 07, 2005

I'm currently in degree level.Finally made up my mind to do a double major in both marketing and management. Degree level it's really very tough ... 1st day of class lecturers already talk about assignment yet we still haven't start any of the classes and understand what's the subject about.

I'm having problems understanding economics because I do not have any basic on it. I did not take up any economics during SPM and also during my foundation. Now ... aih have to study hard by myself. I just don't know why I got no sense of economics. The next subject I'm having problem is statistics . The lecturer english was too difficult to understand and his explanation was too confusing. Aih .. another subject that I need to study hard again.Well at least I do not need to worry much on my IT because I did the basic of it in my foundation. At least I got some idea about what's the lecturer trying to explain there.

I want to study hard and get a distinction in every subject but somehow there's still this laziness part of me that makes me feel so lazy whenever I'm trying to start my studies. Money ... aih I don't feel like wasting any money that's paid on my studies ... I really want to work hard for it ... I don't want to let people that put hopes on me down but am I able to do it ? There's so many pressure in degree level ... So stress but no where to let out my stress !!

Some people might think that I want to be proud or I want "face" whenever I'm trying to help people but seriously inside my heart no ... I'm not ... I help with my sincere heart ... I just don't know why I love to be "kpc - keh poh chi" . What to do ? this is me la ...


Saturday, February 19, 2005

Today is my replacement day for valentine's day cos didn't really get to spend it on that day itself. This time we spent it at 1 Utama . We had our dinner at Gengki sushi ... the food was delicious but we ordered too much till we can't finish all the food. We had to eat and rest for a few mins before we continue eating all the food on our table. Soft shell crap was still the best of all to me ... This is the 1st time we bloated ourselves with japanese food and also the 1st most expensive dinner we had after being together for 3 years plus.

We went to paid for the bills after noth of us can't stuff anymore food in our stomach and we headed to shop for our late valentine's day gift. Walk ... walk .. walk dunno y suddenly we ended up looking at toys ... What to do ? my this lil still haven't gorwn up bf still love looking at toys ... especially playing with those "try me" button ..either the toy will start singing and moving or those machine guns sound sigh *irritating* .. haha .. just kidding.

Then we headed to buy my gifts 1st . He bought a curling iron for me . I was trying on it just now ... haha but still not too sure which is the proper way to use it. After getting burn with my fingers a few times =P . After that we went and look for a watch cos my poor old watch number 12 had fell off . After walking 2 of the shops looking at many of those watches ... Finally I found 1 with reasonable price and also beautiful design. I've almost try all the colour of the Adidas watch I wanted but I still think the 1st one which is pink or er ... purple in colour fits my skin colour the best . It's such a lovely watch .. most of all it fits my lil skinny hand . I just simply love it ... Not only cos of the design but of cos it's bought by my sweet bf and choosed by him.

Ok now is my turn to buy him a gift. He didn't really make up his mind on what he want . After walking 2 shops ... we still headed back to the 1st one ... which sells the Lord of the ring that ring . That is a very special gold in colour ring ... the writing on the ring glows under the light ... a very special ring just like the 1 in the movie. That ring is not meant for wearing on the finger but to wear around the neck . So yes .. I bought him that ring .

After walking for almost 1 and half hour ... we went for a drink . Buble tea with pearls .. yum yum one of my fav drink =) ... This shop has this very special "high-tech" service . There are buttons to press when u want to order , pay for bill or ask for assistance . Nowadays ... so many "chun" things around us already. Anyway ... I ordered this mix milk tea which is honeydew + apple = lucky star and he ordered strawberry + watermelon = french kiss . His drink taste like the watermelon buble yum bubble yum ... haha sweet ... very sweet .

We headed home around 10 pm and this is how I spend my replacement valentine's day night ... thought it's not on valentine's day itself ... I still felt that it's one for me cos I get to spend it with my love one ... Well it really doesn't have to be on that day itself ... it's just a date and a day ... Everyday would be a valentine's day to me if I get to spend every of those days with my love one happily =) . Most of all I want to apologize here to my lil sweetheart on my attitude this whole week . I'm SORRY .. I really didn't mean to ... and also thank you for this great night. Well I'm really very happy tonight ... I had never been that happy since the genting trip ... I hope that my feelings for u and ur feelings for me will last through out a lifetime .


Monday, February 14, 2005

So long never blog .. Well too many things happened lately really got no time at all ... 1st is Chinese New Year ... go people house collect ang pau ... haha

then ... spend most of my days in hospital teman people ... Now I know how tired it's to take care of a sick person ... gosh I really damn scared of hospital nowadays ... I've been to hospital to many times this year so pls I HAD ENOUGH ! NO MORE ! Even spend my valentine's day in hospital ... well sad right ? but it doesn't matter la ... what really matters to me is the person i'm spending with is the person I love dearly ... Well just hope and pray that he'll get well soon and finally I can be happy again ? Cos can go watch movie ... go shopping ... eat my "ganti" valentine's day dinner ... I really hope that all this will be over very very soon ... I'm really very tired of this kind of life for now but I still have to go on ...

Yea I got so much scolding and humiliation from everyone this few days ... just bcos of a lil mistake I did ... Every single of my family members know ... how far they want to spread the news ... enough enough ... I don't wan to listen anymore I already admit it's my fault ... Can't they just stop talking about it .. and forget it ?

College starting again ... I'm confused now ... should I take a double major on marketing and management or professional accounting ?? Which will give me a better future and career ? I've listen to so many people ... about their experience ... but now i'm more confused ... what's my actual interest ? which 1 should i choose ? I must hand up the results on this fri ... till now I still got no idea on what and what .... howwwww ?? Sigh ... I need help ....

 



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